Questions and (with no) Answers

I don't know why I am writing this. Maybe because writing is suppose to help you feel better. I don't necessarily want to feel better rather than the fact that someone that I don't know may read this and --just read it. Not care, not give an opinion, not try to make things better, not ask if "everything" is alright, not want to know how they can help. Just someone out there reading this and moving on to the next blog. Plain and Simply.

Do you ever feel like your life is just falling apart? Sometimes, I do!!! Then, I wonder if it was ever together to begin with--and therefore it can't fall apart. I know that with the economy that a lot of people are feeling their life as they know it falling apart. My life it seems is and has always been not together. It is funny how life one just goes day by day. I like it that way because then when something doesn't happen there is no (or not as much) disappointment.


You ever felt like you shouldn't be living the life you are living? For whatever reason. That there should be some other avenue you should be living. Not necessarily a good life or a better life but another life.

Have you ever felt like what you do, no matter how (or how little), doesn't really matter? That this "two steps forward and one step back" is more like losing your footing while hiking up Kilimanjaro (and you are almost there) then you find yourself flat on your back looking up to where you were or where you wanted to be. And no matter how many times you hike that same mountain it just isn't meant to be. That it is worthless dream!!!

Pondering!!!